Thoughts flowing nice and easy for a change
Can’t hardly deal with all the trembling
sensations that scream to be released
Trying to control the natural
Being afraid that maybe tomorrow when
You wake up you’ll realize that last night
Was really real
Asking all the silly questions like why?
When?, where?, but you always seem
To remember who
Those feelings of guilt sweep over you,
sad/happy all at once
Releasing endless tears of a broken
Promise and a loss of something
And a gain of everything
Somehow never really regretting just asking
Why and never really finding the answer,
Besides want, desire, curiosity or maybe
Just because you felt that for once in your
Life you belonged
And you really liked the feeling ……….
THAT you remember
And
Remember
And
cherish…….It was nice!