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Disappointment

Now,

Tonight

I need to be with you,

But somehow you always keep me

Waiting.

And funny thing, somehow – I always wait.

Sitting in the window, forcing my eyes to

stay open,  I have counted all the Christmas

Lights on the block until they

Stopped blinking (until tomorrow)

And I have sung my heart out

And my soul has danced all day,

Anticipating your return

With each hour\’s passing my spirits get lower

You never took the time

To drop in for a casual kiss

Or anything.

I need to love you like

You keep me waiting – ALWAYS!

You don’t understand what your

Consistent, inconsistency does to my mind.

Yes, I’m insane – perhaps

Because I love you and I wait endlessly

For you to drop in on your way to

Forever to spend a moment or so with me.

 

To be truthful, I can’t even feel

Hurt anymore although I’ve tried.

Just disappointment…….

I hoped maybe this time would be different,

I thought maybe this time

You would come, but you didn’t

I love you anyway and tomorrow night

As I take my customary seat in the window

Maybe while I’m counting the

Christmas lights, you’ll drop in for a

Casual kiss

Or

Something!

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