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Ambivalence

 

Graphics by Nayda Pirela

“We can’t escape our pain; we can’t ignore it. But what we can do is learn how to hold hands

With it and love it and grow with it and walk into whatever that horizon is with it”……Brie Larson

 

Things that hurt, can it be that that is where truth

begins……

 

Truth haunts the soul, exposes what is hidden

To speak truth to yourself no matter how painful

Is to open yourself up to growth

Pain becomes that balm, the salve that soothes

The wounds of yesterday’s/today’s sorrow.

Reality and pain mixes together letting us know

What we need to work on….no masking, no cover

 

Pain challenging us to be who we really are – the

Breaking down of thoughts that strangle.

Occlusion gone –  the stepping stone to

A more genuine you – me?

 

“Joy and Pain – sunshine and rain

They are both one in the same”

 

I covet that young fearless spirit of youth now that I’m

Older.

That willingness to take a chance on things, on life

On me.  To be restless and eager that “I’m going to

live forever” attitude that pushes you forward.

and now there is no reluctance to tell the story amidst the pain and

Destruction, in spite of all the things that have gone

Wrong, there is a healing balm a cooling ointment

That starts with truth

 

“If it ain’t one thing it’s another…….”

 

Yes, I need some things, not things

That I can touch with my hands but things that

Are felt – things that fill my soul, an awareness of a

Life healed and whole and loved.

Perhaps a new perspective – a new way of looking

At things

 

To welcome the pain is to open yourself up to

The better you – the more complete story, a chance

To write the ending that shouts VICTORY!

“We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey”…..Kenji Miyazawa

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